The book

I found a book in my aunts handbag that i just had to check out. It was a old book with dark red leather and notes here and there. It was a book about rituals, but why do my aunt having that in her handbag?

She was eating dinner with us and the grown up was talking about work and a dinner party they was going to had later on. I really wanted to know why she do had the book with her and asked under dinner.

I don't know if the red face i got from her or mym mum and dads silence was worse. But it didnt last for long. They was starting screaming why i know she did have one, why i was even look in her bag and that i was send to my room and had to stay there the rest of the night...

Jack is alive

I have got a letter from Jack, the guy I meet under the nights when I wrote my stories about ghosts etc back in January. He was sorry that he haven't been around for a long time. His family moved and he didn't move with them. He choosed to move to a friend in Stafford. He missed me and our story nights. His friend have show him a new way of living and he is more a night person now then he was before.

He also says that our stories helped him to live his life now and come up from the dark hole he was in before. He also says that I saved his life and thanks for it. I was a bit suprised that he found me but he had the right adress even that I have moved many times under the last months.

Alone

I have never been feeling this alone as I am doing atm. I am going to school and see this empty desk and wondering what happens. There have been five more kids and thier familys that is "missing" and noone knows anything or isn't doing anything to find out what happen. Why do they not look for them.

Thier house and everything in it is missing, the cars etc.. all gone.. What is going on? My parents sound like they all just moved for no reason and its all okay. They probably got a better job somewhere else.. I really don't belive that.

But then we are moving to Spain soon so why not. I still searching for David time to time over the net, he can't just disapear into nothingness.. I know he is out there somewhere...

Missing

I have been trying to contact David when I was back in Germany, but he is nowhere to be found. His whole family seems to have moved out and I am suprised that he haven't told me. My parents don't know anything and thinks it's sad that my friend has moved away. But something saying me that they know more then they telling me.

Why should he move away and not telling me about it? Where has he gone?

The school have no records of him moving away and are saying he is missing, I was even to the polis and they saying they will look into it but the way they said it I don't think they will.

What is wrong with this town?

Going back

I have learn many things from Cecil and my parents want me back in Germany, we are moving to spain soon anyway so I should go back to them before we going to pack it all and move again.

To be in Spain without my parents has been like a real vacation. Not that I don't love my parents, I do. It's just that they are not around that much and I feel like I can't go to thier work to see them. I have learn that wait is a good word when it comes to them these days. I thank Cecil for all I have learn and she drive me to the airport.

When I land a limmo and a driver was waiting for me, not mum or dad. He told me they are working and he will take me home. I sat down in the limmo and have never been so alone as I was now.

I come home and there was food that was ready and no mum or dad.. I was eating alone and then went up to my room, updated my blogg and went to bed. They missed me i hope, atm I don't know...

Tarragona in Spain

Tarragona is the southernmost province in Catalonia, Spain, which also boasts a capital of the same name. Located on the Costa Dorada, Tarragona and its beautiful beaches with golden sand, crystal clear waters and it's really basking in the sun. It was fun to discover the revealing ancient vestiges standing testament to Spain s glorious past, the diverse archaeological complexes and museums spread about the Tarragona province and its capital was perfect for me.

Just to walk around towns like the picturesque Reus or the hectic Salou and discover its important heritage, along with the lifestyle of its hospitable dwellers. From the artistic point of view, there are not many places that have such a large number of monuments and tourist attractions concentrated in such a small area as Tarragona has. That can be a bit hard, spec. when all the tourist was over the place.

Iberian civilization remains are plentiful in the whole region, as well as multiple Roman vestiges, especially in Tarragona city, where I was follow the traces of Rome in the Catalonian region. The splendorous past of the city is enclosed in its several well preserved edifices.

Spain is so much more then Germany! Okay okay.. I memorized what Cecil told me...

Skipped school

Walking in the night is not safe right, not for a young girl like me... Yeah right, there is nothing out there that is more scary then me. I had a bad day in school today. I was trying not to say anything about a guys outfit, but after a while I couldnt help it.

Cecil had left me in school where she worked to go and work in her other work, good choice. I am not a good girl and can't help it. One day in school and offcourse I find myself in a fight with the guys that is the once that "rules".

When they say jump and expect me to jump I was just looking at them and asked who the **** they think they are. So they wanted to learn me a lesson, right it all ended with us all sitting outside Mr. Myrén, the principal office.

And because it was my first day there they wanted to give me a warning but also a punish... I have to write on the board "I will not fight in school" 50 times. What is wrong with this people. Like that will happen. I skipped school and took a day off from all.