Cecil

I have got a girl that I am going to study with when I comes to Spain and thats nice of my parents to fix that. Her name is Cecil and have english and spanish courses and I am going to learn it faster so it says anyway.

She is going to be working as a teacher full time later but atm she is working in a book store and then teach as a hobby. She is a beautiful girl and could make the men drool over her with just a smile. But she don't see her that way and lives alone.

She says she has a dark side and she like to just be living by herself where she is the boss over her own life. To live with someone else makes it hard sometimes.

I took a plane over to see her and we started with the spanish course direct to make it all work faster. She took me out to see spain and madrid and small citys and I even got to meet some of her friends out there. This is a good start. Spain is warm and nice, It's not as bad as I was thinking it should be.

The cards

Tarot card is something that my parents disslike but then something they disslike is something that make me wanna know more about. I went to a old lady that was looking like a real old lady that known everything.

Sure it cost some to get time with her but then money isn't something that I have to little off. This was an adventure for me and was awesome. Even that she was looking at me as she draw card by card.

Something in wasn't making her to happy but I paid her to tell me everything good some bad. She talked about my past, my parents, my present and it was exacly as it was. She also said that my parents haven't told me the hole story about what is going on around me atm and that wasn't something I haven't got a feeling off anyway.

My future was a bit that she seems to be worried about. She couldn't really say it was good or bad, but that I will have diffrent roads to take depending on what I choose to do. I will meet four guys that want me to follow them over the sea, they will make me follow them even if I choose it or not. They don't want me harm, but it will change my life.

This will not happen today but soon. My parents will not agree to this and will try to stop it, if you choose to follow the road my parents want me to go it will end up in a totaly diffrent path. Both are good but to choose one over the other will be hard. I should think of my choice before take the path.

One path will make me cut off from my parents, I will have a free will and get a new family that will make sure I will be okay. It will be a adventure itself.

The other path will make me boundto my parents and I will live after thier rules. This path isn't bad in anyway. When I turn 18 years old I will get all the info I needed.

Okay so she maybe will be right maybe she just making it up. But I can say that I do belive some of it. I am 15 years old now and if she is right I will get more questions then answers the next coming years.

But who is this four guys that will come? Will I know who they are when they do show up? What will happen to my parents if I do follow that path? Oh I don't know atm. I do know that this is something I will not tell my parents about...

We going to Spain?

This is David by the way, I like him, but I do miss my room and all my things I have at home. I want to go back home now, sure there is nothing wrong to be here in Germany but still home will always be home. And now my dad was talking about that we are going to Spain. And all I want is to go home to England again. But then I guess it's time to learn Spannish now.

I am so happy that I have it easy to learn german and now spannish.. I am thinking of learning Latin also because that is a interesting thing to know. I am thinking of school myself to a doctor when I grow up so it could be good to know Latin then.

I have to much time to do anything here so why not learn spannish and latin while I having boring anyway?

Anna

I meet a girl and Anna was her name. She was all the things my parents was against. Dark, evil and more a animal then human but she was fun. I must add that I haven't got to many friends and more enemies then I can count atm, but I do add my friends here because is all that matters.

When I'm school I have the ability to make more kids pissed off then happy to see me, I don't know why. I end up in 2-3 fights per day and atm I starting to get really good at them. To hit and win the fights. The girls try to be mean to me and the guys trying to kick and hit me, but I don't care and they all loose.

I meet Anna when I was out one day and she wasn't a person that wanted to fight and she was more like me and enjoyed the fights just to get a chance to kick back. We was talking about how nice it was to feel something break. Okay I am not that wierd as it sounds atm but yeah what can I say. To win a fight rules.