Going back

I have learn many things from Cecil and my parents want me back in Germany, we are moving to spain soon anyway so I should go back to them before we going to pack it all and move again.

To be in Spain without my parents has been like a real vacation. Not that I don't love my parents, I do. It's just that they are not around that much and I feel like I can't go to thier work to see them. I have learn that wait is a good word when it comes to them these days. I thank Cecil for all I have learn and she drive me to the airport.

When I land a limmo and a driver was waiting for me, not mum or dad. He told me they are working and he will take me home. I sat down in the limmo and have never been so alone as I was now.

I come home and there was food that was ready and no mum or dad.. I was eating alone and then went up to my room, updated my blogg and went to bed. They missed me i hope, atm I don't know...

Tarragona in Spain

Tarragona is the southernmost province in Catalonia, Spain, which also boasts a capital of the same name. Located on the Costa Dorada, Tarragona and its beautiful beaches with golden sand, crystal clear waters and it's really basking in the sun. It was fun to discover the revealing ancient vestiges standing testament to Spain s glorious past, the diverse archaeological complexes and museums spread about the Tarragona province and its capital was perfect for me.

Just to walk around towns like the picturesque Reus or the hectic Salou and discover its important heritage, along with the lifestyle of its hospitable dwellers. From the artistic point of view, there are not many places that have such a large number of monuments and tourist attractions concentrated in such a small area as Tarragona has. That can be a bit hard, spec. when all the tourist was over the place.

Iberian civilization remains are plentiful in the whole region, as well as multiple Roman vestiges, especially in Tarragona city, where I was follow the traces of Rome in the Catalonian region. The splendorous past of the city is enclosed in its several well preserved edifices.

Spain is so much more then Germany! Okay okay.. I memorized what Cecil told me...

Skipped school

Walking in the night is not safe right, not for a young girl like me... Yeah right, there is nothing out there that is more scary then me. I had a bad day in school today. I was trying not to say anything about a guys outfit, but after a while I couldnt help it.

Cecil had left me in school where she worked to go and work in her other work, good choice. I am not a good girl and can't help it. One day in school and offcourse I find myself in a fight with the guys that is the once that "rules".

When they say jump and expect me to jump I was just looking at them and asked who the **** they think they are. So they wanted to learn me a lesson, right it all ended with us all sitting outside Mr. Myrén, the principal office.

And because it was my first day there they wanted to give me a warning but also a punish... I have to write on the board "I will not fight in school" 50 times. What is wrong with this people. Like that will happen. I skipped school and took a day off from all.

Cecil

I have got a girl that I am going to study with when I comes to Spain and thats nice of my parents to fix that. Her name is Cecil and have english and spanish courses and I am going to learn it faster so it says anyway.

She is going to be working as a teacher full time later but atm she is working in a book store and then teach as a hobby. She is a beautiful girl and could make the men drool over her with just a smile. But she don't see her that way and lives alone.

She says she has a dark side and she like to just be living by herself where she is the boss over her own life. To live with someone else makes it hard sometimes.

I took a plane over to see her and we started with the spanish course direct to make it all work faster. She took me out to see spain and madrid and small citys and I even got to meet some of her friends out there. This is a good start. Spain is warm and nice, It's not as bad as I was thinking it should be.

The cards

Tarot card is something that my parents disslike but then something they disslike is something that make me wanna know more about. I went to a old lady that was looking like a real old lady that known everything.

Sure it cost some to get time with her but then money isn't something that I have to little off. This was an adventure for me and was awesome. Even that she was looking at me as she draw card by card.

Something in wasn't making her to happy but I paid her to tell me everything good some bad. She talked about my past, my parents, my present and it was exacly as it was. She also said that my parents haven't told me the hole story about what is going on around me atm and that wasn't something I haven't got a feeling off anyway.

My future was a bit that she seems to be worried about. She couldn't really say it was good or bad, but that I will have diffrent roads to take depending on what I choose to do. I will meet four guys that want me to follow them over the sea, they will make me follow them even if I choose it or not. They don't want me harm, but it will change my life.

This will not happen today but soon. My parents will not agree to this and will try to stop it, if you choose to follow the road my parents want me to go it will end up in a totaly diffrent path. Both are good but to choose one over the other will be hard. I should think of my choice before take the path.

One path will make me cut off from my parents, I will have a free will and get a new family that will make sure I will be okay. It will be a adventure itself.

The other path will make me boundto my parents and I will live after thier rules. This path isn't bad in anyway. When I turn 18 years old I will get all the info I needed.

Okay so she maybe will be right maybe she just making it up. But I can say that I do belive some of it. I am 15 years old now and if she is right I will get more questions then answers the next coming years.

But who is this four guys that will come? Will I know who they are when they do show up? What will happen to my parents if I do follow that path? Oh I don't know atm. I do know that this is something I will not tell my parents about...

We going to Spain?

This is David by the way, I like him, but I do miss my room and all my things I have at home. I want to go back home now, sure there is nothing wrong to be here in Germany but still home will always be home. And now my dad was talking about that we are going to Spain. And all I want is to go home to England again. But then I guess it's time to learn Spannish now.

I am so happy that I have it easy to learn german and now spannish.. I am thinking of learning Latin also because that is a interesting thing to know. I am thinking of school myself to a doctor when I grow up so it could be good to know Latin then.

I have to much time to do anything here so why not learn spannish and latin while I having boring anyway?

Anna

I meet a girl and Anna was her name. She was all the things my parents was against. Dark, evil and more a animal then human but she was fun. I must add that I haven't got to many friends and more enemies then I can count atm, but I do add my friends here because is all that matters.

When I'm school I have the ability to make more kids pissed off then happy to see me, I don't know why. I end up in 2-3 fights per day and atm I starting to get really good at them. To hit and win the fights. The girls try to be mean to me and the guys trying to kick and hit me, but I don't care and they all loose.

I meet Anna when I was out one day and she wasn't a person that wanted to fight and she was more like me and enjoyed the fights just to get a chance to kick back. We was talking about how nice it was to feel something break. Okay I am not that wierd as it sounds atm but yeah what can I say. To win a fight rules.